Christmas 2011! Can’t believe how fast it came. I’m sitting here now, post-nap, drinking coffee & eating chocolate cake. God Bless America.
What a morning! I promised some excitement yesterday, so here it is:
My family is obsessed with The Amazing Race. And, last year at this time, I was in a treatment center for anorexia. Not the most fun way to spend your Christmas, let me tell you. Anyways, my gifts to my family combined both of those facts.
I started by giving them an Amazing Race riddle. They had to solve it to get their Road Block clue. After completing that, it was on to the Detour. It was “Wrap” or “Rap”- Mom wrapped me with wrapping paper, and Meghan rapped a ridiculous made up song. Eventually, they got to the pitstop, as seen below.
I got Dad a signed book by Apolo Ohno, Mom a shirt, Meghan bright red Nine West heels, and all of them: my book.
I’ve spent the last year writing and editing it; I wrote throughout treatment and after. I wasn’t sure if I wanted it published, but now I DO want to try to contact a publisher.
Here are a few quotes from the book:
“Anorexia shreds every semblance of a life to pieces. The love affair drags its victims over the line separating life and death, leaving them dzaed and empty.”
“Now that I’m being forced to gain weight, I scream for escape. There is no way out; since I let people in on my anorexic secret, my weight is no longer mine. I screwed up, and it’s no longer in my control. This results in jealousy- and an insane sense of unfairness: an unfair reality.”
“I’ve never been the normal college student, nor will I ever be. Now, I’ll deviate even more from the norm: I have to worry about breaking bones as those around me stay up late and worry about their “Human Sex” test tomorrow. Now, if I have to hold back and not participate in events, what do I say? “O, sorry, I have osteoporosis?!'”
“Tonight, we were no longer puppets to calories, manipulated and twisted to meet their demands. Instead we sat tonight connected by a deep, life-shaking disease. But we sat in victory.”
So, soon enough I hope to have a “my book” tab of my blog! Yay. It’s amazing to look back and see how I’ve been healed. Praise God for healing.
And, each year we go to Ellison Park near my house and hang in the winter wonderland! This year I snowshoed… and fell down a hill.
But, a picture is worth a thousand words! MERRY CHRISTMAS!
Ps. I would LOVE if you leave comments! Means someone is actually looking at all this! ❤
the pit stop.
that's ME in the paper...
that's ME in the paper...
jumping out!
"this is my daughter!" love it.
reading my boo.
Meg got me an engraved box (the ring is mine; she didn't propose...)!
new necklace (on my book)
my new dress.
opened his own gift!
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